Not many landscapes this month, I’m sorry. I’ve been drowning my self in work, the collab with Tianna, the next Depict drop, and I also went to Coachella this month so that took a lot out of me. I’m still congested and coughing like I have the black lung. This month has just been a roller coaster for me. A lot of ups and downs. I’ve really taken time to reflect on my self because it seems like the more people I surround myself with, the more I feel like my attitude changes. It’s important for me to stay true to myself. I never want to hold anyone back from reaching their goals. Yet I feel like Sisyphus, trying to push a giant rock up a hill everyday just to start all over again the next day. People tell me, don’t let the negativity get to you, don’t let words hurt you but I rather not be a robot.
Has anyone ever noticed that now, kids are being raise to not let shit effect them. We want our offspring to not have any sympathy because the world we live in now is so cold that no one will show sympathy towards them. People say hurtful things all the time now over the shield of the internet and their is no sympathy what so ever and, no repercussions. I like the person I am, I like thinking before I speak, I watch myself because I seem to be the only person that has a filter. I mean you give me some Jameson and that filter will come off but my point is, why would I want to give up my empathy? Everyone chases their 15 min of fame now, and get drunk and high off of it. Money isn’t the root of all evil now, attention is. People’s egos don’t match their bank accounts, I’m all for self-worth but it’s still very important to see the value in others. This is a constant internal battle and I seem to always bitch about it. Sometimes I take rides with my mom through the valley where she grew up and she’ll point out spots where all the bad things happen, but I don’t hear about the good things. That’s just a trip to me.
Anyway, this month I hung out with friends, went to some parties and took a much needed week off. I was able to get my camera into Coachella on the last day thanks to a 3rd party that wanted me to take photos of os certain acts. These are the photos that I got for myself and photos that I feel that you guys wanted to see from me. Next year for sure I’ll get an Artist or Media pass on my own so I don’t have to limit which artist I take photos of + some other photos I was able to take this month.
Let’s see what May has in store for me.